| i feel |
[Oct. 18th, 2007|06:24 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | 9mm and a three piece suit / mama | ] |
EDIT: i never made a post about this (public or otherwise) but all entries from this one forward are now friends-locked.
comment if you want to be added...but if you do, i'll be, like, surprised.
( and now on to the actual entry! ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 14th, 2007|09:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wish you were here cover - circa survive | ] |
i have been busyyyy as fuck with school. that pretty much covers all that's going on in my life right now.
i cannot wait for halloween! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 6th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
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i don't believe in anyone any more. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 19th, 2007|05:26 pm] |
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this week has fucking sucked. |
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| this post sucks |
[Sep. 16th, 2007|05:26 pm] |
1. i am exhausted
2. i should be doing homework
3. ( the letter )
4. 1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my lj:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment? Who is it?:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weird thing about you:
14. Do farts make you laugh:
Recommend
1. A film: 2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:
Me
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 12th, 2007|08:19 pm] |
going to infiltrate and conquer
because i for one
am sick of this fascist bullshit. |
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| not practicing what i preach |
[Sep. 9th, 2007|01:20 pm] |
i can recognize a hazardous relationship when i see one,
so why won't i get out?
you would turn my friends against me,
abandon me,
leave me alone without a second thought,
without pity,
i've seen it time and time again.
i should put an end to this, before it's too late.
you need to take a step back,
away from your image,
away from your hunger for power,
look in the mirror,
learn to accept responsibility.
learn how to be the bigger person.
learn that controlling people is not the best way to get what you want.
learn that arrogance is only a thin veil for insecurity.
learn that overanalyzing things will not help you.
learn that no one thinks as hard about you as you do.
learn that degrading your friends is not a way to keep them.
learn to be more upfront about things.
learn that, at some point, this will all come back to bite you if you don't change.
if it comes down to it, you won't destroy me as you've done the others.
i'm like you,
only better. |
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| new friends |
[Sep. 4th, 2007|09:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | jubilant | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the big dirty - every time i die | ] |
so, on this journal i've never been active at all with my f-list.
i decided i'm going to change that,
so if i haven't spoken toto you really at all and you randomly get a comment from me...this would be why.
let's be friends!
anyway!
( tl;dr )
i just realised what a terrible story that was rofl. :( |
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| royal mindfuck |
[Aug. 24th, 2007|10:27 pm] |
the worst part is that
i don't understand and
you won't explain it to me.
it is not okay.
don't you fucking make me feel like i'm insane when it's all you.
idon'tknowwhattodowithmyself. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2007|12:44 am] |
thursday
the sleeping/i am the avalanche/valeyra/a day to remember/i'mmissingacouple
saturday
the homecoming queens/suburban legends/zolof the rnr destroyer/stealing jane/jet lag gemini
both shows were great.
jet lag gemini didn't fit the bill at all, but they were fun. and they could very well be the next panic! at the disco, so go find their myspace and get a head start on acting like you're cool because knew them before everyone else.
not doing anything.
not breathing.
not sleeping. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 14th, 2007|12:50 pm] |
party like a rockstar and die like john bonham
miserybusiness |
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| givemesomethingtobelieve |
[Aug. 12th, 2007|12:13 am] |
i sometimes think i'm not a normal person
usually i know that
but sometimes i think it because i can't just be carefree like other people my age, even years older than me
someone promise me nothing is going to go wrong.
i'd like to think i deserve this for once. |
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| i killed my owl! |
[Jul. 11th, 2007|07:58 pm] |
it's been a while.
my previous entries make me realize that i'm very dramatic.
i'm enjoying summer,
and i'm only posting because i love my new icon.
if you're reading this, whoever you are- get off the computer and go outside. |
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| we're all going down |
[Jun. 9th, 2007|05:12 pm] |
slipping back into my former state of social anxiety
ohgodsomeonehelpme. idontwanttodothatagain. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 4th, 2007|03:01 pm] |
sometimes it's just hard
and sometimes i don't want to do it anymore. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 15th, 2007|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
i fucking ask for this bullshit.
don't know if i'm more mad at the world or myself. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 13th, 2007|06:32 pm] |
it isn't easy to
take a walk in my
you all think you
do you know what it's like to really, truly hate your
no one understands
fill in the blanks with your own problems. we've all got 'em. |
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| a killer in me is a killer in you |
[May. 8th, 2007|08:24 pm] |
the things i used to appreciate about life are the things i'm coming to hate.
i can't be responsible for everything anymore.
i cannot fix your problems.
i cannot commiserate.
i'm so tired-
physically, all the time
and now tired of the people i depend on
and those who depend on me
i never have before but i'm
finally beginning to understand what it feels like
to want to be someone else.
getmeoutofhere. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 6th, 2007|08:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hats off to halford | ] |
friday: elementary school talent show. annoying. cute.
saturday: bamboozle. awesome. ow.
today: good kids. i have to do homework.
THOUGH i'm missing sksk, tbs, killswitch, fftl, and others; i'm glad i didn't go to day 2 of bamboozle, because i don't think i'd make it out alive. i am in so much pain.
p.s. i officially own everything good clean fun has every recorded- literally. am i cool yet? |
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